episode 8: laying in my grave
One mistake, one bullet
And Ive fucked up too much
Spent so much time tryna die cause I'm too gone
Look in my brain, too mush
FN, need a new one
Put a hundred bullets in the chamber when I know
Its never enough, never was
Too far gone, and my mind is numb
Aim it at your head, while I say your name
Laying in my grave, while I awake again
Several days of this shit, nail me to the wall
I'on even know how to feel when I'm sober at all
Talk your shit your life is gone
Fuck it I'll take mine as well
Pretty red fountain of what used to be myself
I cannot feel it, I don't wanna feel again
And its never fucking enough when I'm really finished
I'm never seeing it
Fuck bout what you picture
And I'm not sorry bitch I don't have sympathy left
I'm just tryna end it off
I don't need a sendoff
If you try and do shit now I'll send you up
I cannot fake it no more I've faked too long
Fuck it took me way too long
I don't care bout what I want
When it set in my head I knew I lost
Might as well load it all up
One mistake, one bullet
And Ive fucked up too much
Spent so much time tryna die cause I'm too gone
Look in my brain, too mush
FN, need a new one
Put a hundred bullets in the chamber when I know
Its never enough, never was
Too far gone, and my mind is numb
Aim it at your head, while I say your name
Laying in my grave, while I awake again