​chasing my dreams

[Chorus]
Take the shot you'll never know if you miss
This is all I got
I only got one wish
Its to make my family and friends happy
Even if they are better off without me
I have been acting different
I haven’t been the same lately
I have this feeling everyone I love hates me
Take the shot you'll never know if you miss
This is all I got
I only got one wish
Its to make my family and friends happy

[Verse 1]
There's a crack in this faulty reality
I don’t think they'd be better off with out me
Its just my hеad telling me lies
It won't stop no mattеr how hard I try
How hard I wanna die
Every night I stay in my bed I cry
With these voices in the back of my head telling me these lies
I lay in my bed and I cry

[Interlude]
I haven't been the same lately
I have this feeling everyone I love hates me
Everyone I love hates me
Lately I haven't been the same

[Verse 2]
Got lost in a maze
Stuck in a haze
Can't keep track of days
I can't look my friends in their face
I can't see my face in the mirror
This might be the end of my career
Before it even started
I never did this half hearted
I put my all into my music
And my friends took it and abused it
Now I’m in the booth taking a Juul hit
Taking a Juul hit
Now I am alone because I ruined it
Changed my mixing
No one noticed
No one noticed the progress
But they push me into my next test
I’m gonna need a Gucci vest
To conquer my next quest
I been up three days no rest
Gotta get these words off my chest
To show them I'm better then the rest
This is not a subtle flex
I’m cashing these checks
Take a shot, you'll never know if you miss
This is all I got
Only got one wish, only got one wish