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[Intro]
Yuh
Fuck, I hate it

[Verse 1]
I been trying to switch up lyrics
The way I rhyme
Switched up my mix and you can't even hear it
I'm falling off and that's my biggest fear
I used to be fearless
Now I don't even wanna hear it
If I would take everything everyone said
You would feel it
You would be here when I finally make it
Maybe I should quit
Everything I make is fucking shit
And I should just fucking quit
Like, why?
I'm getting tired of making all this music
All this mid music
I'ma lose my shit
Yeah, bitch, I'ma fucking lose it
And bitch, you better hear it
Yeah, you fucking did
I don't even need it, I never needed you, I never did
Doctor wants me to take my meds
But you make me wanna be dead
And all the fucking things I think about in my fucked up head
Maybe I should let myself sink, yeah
Maybe I should let myself sink, yeah
Maybe I should let it all go

[Verse 2]
Everything I fucking make is the same
I wanna call everyone out for being the same
But what will that do
Just show the whole world I'm insane
I'm getting tired, I'm emotionally drained
How long will this last?
'Til we crash
My bones snapped
And my chest got tight
I really do feel like trash
Maybe i should take off this mask
And give it my all
The higher you get, the higher you'll fall
I wanna give it my all but I can't
I wanna delete it all
Everything I ever fucking made
Remove myself from this sick game
And just leave
But I can't
This is my dream
I wanna show everyone I can do it
I hope I can