​i dont want this

[Intro: ghoulshorizon & Sample]
Suddenly, you realize
You'll never have the good relationship you wanted
Part of you, the stupidest god damn part of you
(Woah) Was still holding on to that shit
And you didn't even realize it until that chance went away
Tell me why you want me out your life
And everything is worse now

[Verse 1]
She pulled my heart out in threw it in some ice
Get two pints and I pour up twice
Ain't this the life?
She don't like me when I'm getting high
But I'm no good at goodbyes
I ain't give a fuck
Im just tryna get my dick suckеd
I guess I'm out of luck
Look me in the еyes before I leave drunk as fuck

[Bridge]
Say my name (My name) so I'm the enemy (I'm the enemy)
Tell me everything you said about me (About me)
I'm not a saint but my grandpa's probably proud of me (Proud of me)
I'm trying my best

[Verse 2]
Maybe its all for nothing
Maybe its all the choices i made
That ended in this shortcoming
Maybe it's the horrible timing
Or it's you
It was too soon
And we moved too fast
Our personalities clashed
And everything burned to ash
I lost a part of me when you left
There's a big fucking hole in my chest
And a tight noose around my neck
I don't want you to be my ex
I don't want this to end
Please, I love you
I can't write these words out
They won't come out my mouth
Trying to talk but I can't make a sound
And my heart feels tied down
Something doesn't feel right
Something doesn't feel right
Nothing never ever feels right
So I'll lay in bed all day and stay up all night

[Outro]
This is how the story ends
This is what path I choose to walk
I don't have time to talk
I don't know
Yeah, I don't want to think about the empty hole in my chest
Oh
I don't want to think about you being my ex
No, I don't know
Please don't leave, I don't want this to end
Please don't leave