​i still need you (grieving pt 3)

[Intro]
I still need you
I still think about you
I still need you
I still can't see you
Times are getting tough, fuck
I still need you
I still see you
I still love you
Why?

[Verse 1]
I still need you (I still need you)
I still love you (I still love you)
I can't stop thinking about you
It's almost been a year
And every day I still shed tears about you
All my dreams are about you
Baby, please come back, it was me
It was always me, I always treated you like shit
I always did the dumb shit that you hated

[Bridge]
I'm lying in the dirt, pretending like it doesn't hurt
I have no energy left to exert
I'm still grieving but I'm moving on slowly
I'm still thinking about you being gone
I don't have any more energy left
I'm lying in the dirt, woah
I still need you
I still miss you
I still love you
I need you
Fuck

[Verse 2]
I can't even focus, maybe I could have given you flowers
Open my heart up like a lotus, rip my heart out while nobody notices
I'm still grieving, it's getting harder every day
I'm sorry, I don't know why I can't get the words out
I don't know why we couldn't talk it through
I'm sorry I'm still grieving, the thoughts are about you
I love you to death my dear, but you'll never be coming back
That's my biggest fear

[Outro]
I'm sorry, fuck, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I could have done better
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
It was always me
It was always me
It was always me