​im still grieving

[Chorus]
Long nights and morning rain
Every day's the same
Every day, waking up in pain
It's the same
Long nights and morning rain

[Verse]
I don't even wanna look at my phone anymore
See your face and I fall apart
It's just me and my broken heart now
My thoughts are getting so loud now
So fucking loud
I don't know, the thoughts are getting so fucking loud
Taking me apart and I feel like a clown
I'm not proud
I'm not proud of the place I'm in
I'm not even open to my friends
They all think I'm stupid and act like I'm [?]
When in reality I'm not
I'm actually trying my hardest
But I care so much about people who don't give me any time
It's the same every day
I'm still crying
Wishing you were mine
This is another heartbreak song about another girl who doesn't give a fuck
I don't know why I write these songs anymore
They're all the same
It's about the same girl
Same place, same time
Same everything
I don't know, I haven't moved on
I wrote two songs about grieving but I still can't move on
I hate this song already
Fuck

[Outro]
I'm still grieving
I'm still grieving
Obviously I would be completely lying if I didn't say this is really, really hard for me, and I'm hurting a lot
I'm just really- I'm just really hurting
But with all that hurt comes a lot of joy
And that sounds silly coming from someone who's crying
But there's a lot of joy that comes with this