​nightmares

[Chorus]
Nightmares when I try to sleep
Memories from the past, I don't wanna keep
Shadowy figures trying to creep
Up five days, no sleep

[Verse 1]
Me and my depression go way back
I thought he was done with me
I guess he found his way back
I'll always be here living in fear
Waiting for my depression to take hold
Trying to find a way out
Trying to be kind
I don't know what to say
I lie to everyone saying I'm fine
But I lay in my bed and cry all the fucking time
I don't give a fuck about your drama
I have all these thoughts
And all the post traumatic trauma
I don't give a fuck about your money or the commas
I just wanna be a better me
But I get hit with negative karma
I don't wanna die alone
But here I am in my bed dying alone
End of the year
Next year giving me hope, hope

[Interlude]
My hearts cold
But winter is colder
And I'm growing older
No one left
I can't cry on anyone's shoulder
I don't wanna die alone
But winter is colder
And I'm growing older

[Verse 2]
I don't sleep at night
Because I wake up in tears from the nightmares
I see your ghost right there
I can't sleep
Life isn't fair
I don't fucking care
New girl left me because I was there for her
I would of done anything for her
But that's in the past now
I gotta move forward
Going fast now
My heads been foggy
I feel like trash now

[Outro]
My hearts cold
But winter is colder
And I'm growing older
No one left
I can't cry on anyone's shoulder
I don't wanna die alone
But winter is colder
And I'm growing older
I'm growing older
Winter is getting colder
Colder