nothing rly matters...
ghoulshorizon
Here we are standing at the end
Play with my heart again
Rip me apart again
Look at you its the monster in my head again
I can't focus on anything but the tempo of you voice
You told me you didn't havea choice
But you made me feel trapped
Kidnapped
Even wtih all the odds stacked against me
I never snapped
I almost relapsed
Now im sitting in my room
Not running up a check
I'm gonna blow up
I'm up next
This tracks to vent
To get this stuff off my chest
I have no time for rest
I need to get these checks
Bеfore i fade away like thе rest
The memory me won't last
But ill be immortal
Trapped in a differen't reality
Travel through a portal
I try my hard to be normal
But no one can keep me in control
The self hate
And the blade is dull