​paradise in the rain

[Intro]
This is coming from my heart
Shallow Grave took a lot of time
I've been planning to make and I spent so long learning a lot
And I'm still learning
This song may not be the best
Nothing like, really worked out and stuff like that, you know
I'm still working and I promise you that when I drop this project and you guys hear this
I'm so excited and so happy for once in my life
I work every night on this shit and I'm just ready to drop it
And then yeah, I guess I'll just- I love you all

[Verse]
Nothing left but pain
Nothing to gain
Downing the liquor
Fifty shots to my brain
Played my heart like a game
[?] in my songs, not trying to get fame
On my knees, crying in the rain
Ripped out my heart and I still don't feel pain
I have this broken heart chain, 'round my neck
It's all I have left
I just wanna be dead