Build A Bridge And Jump Off It

Lonely and restless
On the coldest of nights
With these thoughts on my mind
That keep pulling me down
I'm only fooling everyone else
So that everyone else
Turns their back, turns their back on me

So let go of these feelings that I'm keeping inside
And hold on, cause I'm feeling like I'm barely alive

Lay back as this pain takes over me
Broke down cause my head is spinning out of control
Nineteen years, and I've got nothing to show
We're only getting older now

[Chorus:]
This pain seems forgotten
But inside I'm rotting, I'm rotting
Thinking of all this time
Left to waste and die
The only thing i know for sure
Is I don't care anymore

And when I'm gone
Well I hope you'll have the strength to move on
Angy, but I'm told to not complain
Recluse, but I'm better off this way
This is not what I want
But I'll just bite my tongue
And now I'm hungry, but I'm too tired to eat
Tired, But I'm too hungry to sleep
We're only getting older now

[Chorus:]

And it hurts

Save me cause I'm drowning
(Give me more time)
I can't keep on drown
Feels like I'm blinded now
As they shut me out
But I'm trying to see
(Please make this stop)

This pain seems forgotten,
But inside I'm rotting, I'm rotting
Thinking of all this time
Left to waste and die
But I'm not gonna know what I'm doing here
What I'm doing here

So why can't you give me a sign?
(Give me a sign, give me a sign)

As I drown now
Swimming in an ocean of fear
My last regret is never knowing
Why I'm here (why I'm here)