Innocence

I've been on my own since way back when
I've been all alone since I messed up then
I Can't help this hopelessness
Just please help me clean up this mess

Take me back to the days when I was innocent
When I didn't have to pay bills or rent
When I'd make all my time wisely spent
I just want that back please come again
I live in a cold place
We live with no space
My life's a road race
Just don't let me turn into a cold case
I just want my life back
So much pain it's like a heart attack
I think one day It might go flat
Leave my intentions on the mat

I've been on my own since way back when
I've been all alone since I messed up then
I Can't help this hopelessness
Just please help me clean up this mess
Just take me back to the innocence
Where my just somehow made sense
I just want that innocence
Please make me innocent

Sometimes I'll sit in my bed at night
And just write until my feeling come out of sight
I don't wanna feel em anymore
Walk through the door
I just hope I'm not sore
Tomorrow there's pain
I hope there is some gain
It's all been in vain
Please don't make me insane yeah

I've been on my own since way back when
I've been all alone since I messed up then
I Can't help this hopelessness
Just please help me clean up this mess
Just take me back to the innocence
Where my just somehow made sense