Resentment

i wish i could believe you then i'll be alright but
now everything u told me really dont apply to the way
i feel inside lovin u was easy once upon a time but
now my suspisions of u have multiplied and its all
because you lied and i may never understand why im
doin the best that i can but i just cant seem to get
over the way u hurt me dont know why you gave another
who didnt mean a thing the very thing you gave to me
i thought i could forgive you and i know you've changed
as much as i wanna trust u i know it aint the same
as before this woman came i loved you more than ever
more than my own life the best part of me i gave you
and it was saccrafice and u broke ur word that nite
and i only give u hard time cause i cant go on and
pretend like i dont remember feelin like i was no good
like i couldnt do it for u just like she could i no
she was attractive but i here first been ridin with
u for years why did i deserve to be treated this way
by you i know u probaly thinkin wutz up with jazzy
it sounds like a 50's record but that alrite with me