December

[Chorus]
December Christmas party
Last year dont get me started
New year was so inviting
Compred to the one before it
2x

[Verse]
Its been years since I felt connected to family
Nobody agrees with the person I want to be
Flaunt it all but you'll never escape your wrong deeds
Plenty offered me weed
But I would never concede
Cause I never wanted it to change me
I was never a big spеnder
Was always the type to stay insidе with a sweater
Always liked the cold weather
Gave me a reason to get better
Even though it never lasted forever
Losing all self composer
All my monsters are getting closer
I'll never get closure
Don't know if this is nature or nurture
On the keyboard with the cursor
Feeling cold on these late December nights
Tryna get everything right
Even in the dark of night there's always light

[Pre-Chorus]
There's always light
Always light
Just know there's always light

[Chorus]
December Christmas party
Last year dont get me started
New year was so inviting
Compred to the one before it

[Outro]
It really was but
Now it's faded away I guess