EMO Christmas Night

[Intro]
I don't know why I feel this way
Could you maybe help me out
It's a nice night
(Kurama on the beat)
Like this

[Verse 1]
Let me go outside and just chill
I just wanna get them bills
(Get them bills)
But I can't get over this hill
Let me go to the other side
Maybe I can take the ride
To get to where I want to go
Or maybe I'm just so damn helpless
I don't know but, I'm way more concerned about my self
Than others lately I feel like I have no point of being around
If all I do is bring you down
(Bring you down)
Why do I have to bring everyone down around me
When all I wanted was for everyone to be happy
Now I don't understand whats the point of this
If I can't spread any bliss

[Chorus]
Why, Why, Why did I do this to myself
(Why did I do this to myself)
Now I can't stop it's bleeding
(Bleeding)
Now I can't go anywhere without seeing all these demons
I just wanted to get out of here

[Verse 2]
Why do I have to say demons every track
It's like emo is consumed by demons
Sure it's what we see but, why does it have to be, who we have to be
I don't know how much more I can take of this
But, Let me just listen for once instead of talking my shit
(Talking my shit)
(Breaths deeply)

[Chorus]
(I don't know guys)
Why did I do that
Why did I do that
Why did I do that, Again
Why is this such an EMO Christmas Night
(Night)
Why is this such an EMO Christmas Night
(Night)
Why did I have to fight back

[Outro]
Why did it have to be this way
I just want to see my own way
If maybe I could find a way
(I don't know man)
I would go back in time to find the right rhyme
(WHY)