I Know Things Get Better But, My Hope Is Fading Away

[Verse 1]
Fuck this shit I'm Fucking done with all your lies
Just let me be able to survive
Because I feel like I'm falling out the sky
Can I ever be okay or is this all I'll ever be
I don't know but, all I see is anxiety and depression
Right behind me waiting to take me down
Waiting to get around this barrier I try to put around me
But, It doesn't seem to be stopping them anymore, Than it's helping me
Will I ever see what breaks me or will I always be so damn depressed and lonely
I don't know but, if this is the end then I guess I'll have to accept it
Because I can not resurrect it once it's dead
So I don't know what I just said but, just let me put lead through my head
Because I'M DONE WITH THIS JUST GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD
BEFORE I Lose It on you again, Just let me breathe, Just let me stop hating myself
I'm so Jealous of you that I cannot see what you knew about me
Why, Why did I keep screaming When all I've been seeing is you in the corner trying to help me

[Verse 2]
I think the point is we need to solve this problem before it worsens
Maybe I should get some help before I put myself on a shelf like I said in pretend
I don't know why I feel this way but, maybe if I help you maybe I can make a freaking difference in this world before I, Think my time is up, I think my time is up but, I won't stop until I help one of you

[Chorus]
I Know things get better
But, my hope is fading away
Can it ever come back
I don't know what else to say

[Outro]
But, I guess that makes this a day
Not worth remembering
I'm sorry
For all the stuff I said to you
I miss you
Goodbye