Vacant Heart
She's got those thighs and those hips, and I swear that
Pray God don't let her get to me
I can't (?)
But she doesn't catch you up
I'm out my mind
You got my heart and lift me high
You got me stuck
She's got a place in my heart
But right now it's vacant, I know she's not far from me
Heart vacant, account vacant
And I been chasin' with nothin' in my savings (damn)
It got me thinkin' this nigga ain't changin' (huh)
'Cause he don't ever chip in on the bills that I'm facin' (never)
Cousin just called out from prison
And when I ain't got it sometimes I spin him (my bad)
We ain't never talk about it, but I stuck around it
And 'til this day I still beat myself up about it
I ain't never care about my birthday (never did)
But my friends' birthdays was the worst days (was the worst)
And I ain't really have it, I was broke the worst way (worst part)
For some reason, I feel my guilt in my gut on Thursdays (that's why)
I got family out in 'Bama, I was taught to have manners
I was heartbroken when my mother moved to Atlanta
Lifestyle different, it's surrounded by cameras
So who am I to live my dreams and not let her?
I miss you
She's got those thighs and those hips, and I swear that
Pray God don't let her get to me
I can't (?)
But she doesn't catch you up
I'm out my mind
You got my heart and lift me high
You got me stuck
She's got a place in my heart
But right now it's vacant, I know she's not far from me
I was told I wear the fame well (well), and wear my chains well (I do)
I was raised a different way to wear the pain well (trenches)
I was told that Lola Brooke could never gain sales (haha)
It could never be that bad 'cause it ain't hell
I always hands on, I was trained to be a monster
New crib, haven't even use the dishwasher (haha)
Caught off guard, and from now on I gotta watch 'em (I gotta watch 'em)
If the dick ain't proper, he can't stop her
I can't promise you what my mind can't trust (run through my mind too much)
Who can I run to? Run through my mind too much (run through my mind too much)
Lookin' through my phone, won't find too much (won't find too much)
When I broke bread, I came in clutch (I did)
Scared to say I need you, even when you bleed too
Leave it on the table, in fact I don't need you
I was caught up into playin' it safe (playin' it safe)
The boss pay the cost so I pay for the mistakes (back to business)
She's got those thighs and those hips, and I swear that
Pray God don't let her get to me
I can't (?) persuaded
But she doesn't catch you up
I'm out my mind
You got my heart and lift me high
You got me stuck
She's got a place in my heart
But right now it's vacant, I know she's not far from me