Good Intentions

Always been a good one with good intentions
And waiting for my time to blow
I'm knowing that it's minutes
Hate talking bout that pain cause I feel like you don't get it
Can't even say your name cause that shit still hurt my spirit
Shawty say she love me and I'm knowing that she flaw
My brother said don't trust these hoes I'm knowing that it's law
They with you when you up but they gone leave when you fall
So I always got my guard up my wall up too tall
And that's big facts nigga
My mom want an Audi
And I'm going to get that nigga
I ain't running from no smoke
And I ain't scared to pull no trigger
And even without this rap shit
I bet I'm still that nigga
Cause I always been a dog
Yeah I been a go getter
How you gone try and play me when I'm the one
You played yourself
You want to explore them other options and put me on a shelf
But I know them tables gone turn
All the ones who doubted me
I swear y'all gone learn
Cause they know I'm next to blow
And this the life that I chose
No you cannot hurt me daddy left when I was 8 years old
Don't tell me you get it cause I'm knowing that you really don't
And don't tell me you'll die for me cause I'm knowing that you really won't
But at times I be feeling so alone
And ain't nobody picking up the phone
And I tried to play hard like a stone
But deep inside I wish you wasn't gone
But fuck that had to man up and get back in my zone
They ain't wanna give me my flowers so I grew them on my own
And I always been a real nigga solid to the bone
But certain shit we don't speak about it's already known
Always been a good one with good intentions
And waiting for my time to blow
I'm knowing that it's minutes
Hate talking bout that pain cause I feel like you don't get it
Can't even say your name cause that shit still hurt my spirit
Shawty say she love me and I'm knowing that she flaw
My brother said don't trust these hoes I'm knowing that it's law
They with you when you up but they gone leave when you fall
So I always got my guard up my wall up too tall