3:30!

3.30, I'm crying myself to sleep again
Told to be a man so I bury my feelings deep within
Some hate me, some love me, it's like I'm
switching skin
Only time I catch a break is when my breaking point begins

Way too invested, my family says I should slow down
I'm living fast like Vin Diesel peak in a showdown
They tell me to express my feelings, "these days, kid, you too close out"
I live in a toxic house, don't have a place to call home now

I just wanna go home now, her arms have turned to a home now
All the girls that's preaching loyalty have turned to hoes now
It's crazy how life will make your ass slow down and put your mind on it's own route
Different mindset from when I started in this music stick
Then I wanted clout but now I want the world to suck my dick
Hate me or love me, you know that one day I'mma be the shit
I'mma come back to this song in three years just to prove this shit

I'm so confused and fucked right in the dome
Been feeling lonely but I still want people to leave me alone
I'm numb to emotion, it's 2am and I'm still on my phone
I'm hardly eating, losing weight and my bones are starting to show

But don't worry I'll bounce back like I always do
This time I'm not too sure, it feels as if my life is overdue
So I write these words on my canvas like how all poets do
And wait until my final breath to tell you "I'm in love with you"