Gone Astray
Angela Crutchley
I need you here
Yet I tell you to go away
Nothing's clear
But somehow I know I've gone astray
You look at me
And I see the pity in your eyes
I am not free
I'm trapped within my own disguise
This isn't new
Now all my songs, they sound the same
Stuck in a loop
Wishing I could somehow change
I wanna cry
But I've forgotten how to feel
My eyes are dry
And nothing in my life seems real
My broken mind
Cannot see through all the rain
I'm out of time
The only thing I feel is pain
Cut through the grey
It's how I know I'm still alive
But I'm not okay
I'm still struggling to survive
I'm holding on
But only by a thread
My strength is gone
Is it all just in my head?
You see me now
But will you help, or just ignore?
I'm calling out
But I doubt that you care anymore