pearly gates

Take a look and see
The way you look to them and me
I think I took a chance to breathe
My world's all crumbling to pieces
And you know
You could throw it all away, it's easy
You can't throw it all in my face
And say you need me
You can't turn around on your mistakes
And start repeating
Got fast heartbeating
I gas the car I'm leaving
Out on a trip
Out of my mind again
Every time I get a grip
I let it go let it slip again
Take that time you need
To get right again
Or try your best and leave
No it don't all depend on you
Too much going on I just can't move
What am I to do?
Our life's too short
Don't gotta prove
My worth
I swear I'll throw it all away
What's worse?
The change or staying just the same?
Take a look and see
The way you look to them and me
I think I took a chance to breathe
My world's all crumbling to pieces