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I cry why O'why
Did my mommy have to die
Too many questions no answer confuses my mind
Like what did I do
What did she do
Who's to blame
No one understands what I'm going through
So how can I trust
What I can't touch and can't see
Believe in love and she's in front of me
Silence in your eyes my heart so cold
No time for goodbyes
Then you leave me alone
So what do I do
Accept it and carry on or release my anger
Until it's gone show you
And this world exactly how I feel
Death in full color
It's never been so real
It's been me and you
It's always been me and you
No matter what we faced
We always made it through
Get out of this dream
Do what I gotta do
No one can take your place
And I don't want them to
If I could take your place
I would, I would take your pain just to see you cry
I don't understand
I don't know why I've been in this state of mind
Life don't make sense with you
I could move mountains
Right now I'm helpless I guess
You always knew what was best
Believed in your god
Till the very last breath
You showed me
How strong you can be if Jesus saved your life
Could he do it for me
I'll lay down my life for you and for him
Believe god's promise
I'm gonna see you again
Lord here I am
But I am no one
Believe in your name
Believe in your son
If you meet me here
I will wait on you sacrifice and serve
Do what you want me to
I'll take it day by day
And sit at your feet
You are strong when I am weak
I seek to keep from going under until I hold you again
I'll always wonder why did my mommy have to die