Linear

Another night where I stay up to type questions into Google
Too embarrassed to admit to people in my life
That I still swipe pictures on her Instagram
I wish that I could find an answer

I'm going backwards

Another night where I stay up to fight the loneliness I'm feeling
I wish I didn't have deal with inconsistencies inside of me
So I searched through some articles
But I did not come close to an answer

I'm going backwards

This isn't linear
(I'm going backwards)
Am I inferior...
(...To the path that moves me past her?)

This isn't linear
(I'm going backwards)
Am I inferior...
(...To the path that moves me past her?)

I wish that I could find an answer