I'D RATHER NOT

I tried to boss you up, my son made millions
You started crossin' up
You started crossin' up
(Haha, haha)

Got me back in the mode, I'm 'bout to start fuckin' and sluttin' these hoes again
Got me back on the road, it's time to turn it up, up, up, rock shows again
Got a text from my ex and I don't know why 'cause it's nothin' speak about
Shit seem strange but she just say that she just reachin' out
Shit went bad, she back on the road, she back on the pole again
Lyin' to myself, oh my God, can't go down this road again
Shit so hard 'cause I can't hold back the feelings I'm holdin' in
Fuck that shit, I ain't text back, just like I was supposed to did

Timeline, flashback, twenty-six weeks
Whole lot of images of you and me
Took the all of me for me not to call her
I can't go back to war with lil' shawty

Say she's aware of what I did, oh Lord
Say she's aware about the bitch, oh Lord
She ain't sayin' much, think I'm a joke, yeah, yeah
You told me that it was real love, oh-oh-oh

Back in the day when it was just me and you and nobody was ever there
And you take half and I take half, and you would eat whatever's left
The one thing I would never do is speak on shit they'll never know
See, I love you and I love her but the bond we got ain't cuttin' it close
Lil' baby the bum, I put flowers in her Presi'
I can cash out right now, no hesi'
See, shawty do the dishes and she Christian, tryna save me
You just wanna fuck and then lay up and have a baby
Net blue '22 LaFerrari, that's a half mil'
In these streets, tryna find real love, girl, you never will
I was sick way before the Covid, I'm forever ill
That boy a prick, can't get it wet like me, girl, let's keep it real
I'ma forever P, P, P, I might not never kneel
Only gave you a sneak peek, a life you'll never live
High resolution VVs, I'm forever chill
You should've been right here, how you not feelin' me?

Say she's aware of what I did, oh Lord
Say she's aware about the bitch, oh Lord (oh, Lord)
She ain't sayin' much, think I'm a joke, yeah, yeah (yeah, yeah)
You told me that it was real love, oh-oh-oh (oh-oh-oh)

Got me back in the mode, I'm 'bout to start fuckin' and sluttin' these hoes again
Got me back on the road, it's time to turn it up, up, up, rock shows again
Got a text from my ex and I don't know why 'cause it's nothin' speak about
Shit seem strange but she just say that she just reachin' out
Shit went bad, she back on the road, she back on the pole again
Lyin' to myself, oh my God, can't go down this road again
Shit so hard 'cause I can't hold back the feelings I'm holdin' in
Fuck that shit, I ain't text back, just like I was supposed to did