It´s my war

My words should comfort you, instead
They're like bullets to your head
My hands should hold pressure to your wounds
But they only scar and bruise
Only I know why
Dark waters run deep inside
You're so close to my rivers edge
Just don't fall
Inside I'm still fighting
The battles that blind me
It's my iron curtain that you'll never bring down
Don't try to disarm me
Of weapons that guard me
Can't hide from my enemy now
Because it's my war
It's my war
Although I want you on my side
The soldier fights alone Sometimes
If I run cover me
But don't take a hit for me
Inside I'm still fighting
The battles that blind me
It's my iron curtain that You'll never bring down
Don't try to disarm me
Of weapons that guard me
Can't hide from my enemy now
Because it's my war
I don't want to be saved
I want you to understand
That I can't
Be fixed by you
When this war is over
I'm coming home
Inside I'm still fighting
The battles that blind me
It's my iron curtain that You'll never bring down
Don't try to disarm me
Of weapons that guard me
Can't hide from my enemy now
Because it's my war
It's my war
It's my war