Hyde

Are we all alone in life, are we all just living lies
Till that demon deep inside us gets out right as we arrive
There's a sickness I despise, that keeps asking one more time
Don't tell me I'm wasted, so frustrated, words all weaponize
Just one taste and I'll be fine, till you've tasted eight more times
Look away I'm changing, please forgive me, something's not alright
Don't pretend to even care, you're alone and unaware
Of the change you're making, lives you're breaking, so much for no next time

I am losing them all, the part I cannot repair along the way down, I'm changing everything
It's not too late, I'm in control, this is the part I just let go on the way down, It's over now

It's okay, this rage, is just another face I'm faking
Don't you turn your back on me, I'm the man you wanna be
You've cheated at life to be, defeated by what you need
I feed on your self control, the reason you're always weak
Round and round, yeah here we go, you blame me now but soon you won't
Yeah that's the way this story goes, pathetic, desperate, where's my rope
You wagered your life with me, don't seem so surprised to see
Them destroyed by what you say, you blame her for everything
Berate her, degrade her, verbally abuse and maim her
You think you're so unique but son, you're just another failure, I know

I am losing control, the part I cannot repair along the way down, I'm changing everything
It's not too late, I'm in control, this is the part I just let go on the way down, It's over now

There's some things I don't say, cause I can't make them go away
And if you knew this part of me, you'd understand why I'm to blame
I find it hard to watch you leave, but deep inside there's some relief
At least I don't become this beast right in front of you and T
I feel complacent, cause I know I'll never lose the urge to drink this
Even though I know it's killing me, I need this
At least I think I do, that's what I'm trying to see is, there a defect? No
Hey you, guess it's time I finally told yah there's some bad news
Think what I'm saying is that I no longer need you
Don't wanna hear it, well that's too bad cause I do
Been talking with the fam and said they never liked you, No

I am losing them all, the part I cannot repair along the way down, I'm changing everything
It's not too late, I'm in control, this is the part I just let go on the way down, It's over now

I don't feel you I, must be free from insanity
Inside all of my, concerns fade like a memory
Am I alright now, I don't remember the enemy
Seems like we'll be fine, let's drink and toast to eternity