Alone in a Crowded Room

Maybe this time things will be different
Always trying to change who I am
I should really have more fun
In this town I've never been
All these people I've never seen
Just not tonight
I'm not built for this

I'm not one for the late nights anymore
Came all this way only to be left at the door
I am alone in this crowded room
No one is here for me to set my eyes to

Don't even know what I'm going out for
This is not what I want
I'm lost and tired and sick of this tour
I wish I had learned how to manage myself
The same way others learned how

Nothing turns out like you thought it would
But if you play it back enough
You can believe it had
It's not that don't care
I'm not pushing you away
I just don't feel okay

I'm not one for the late nights anymore
Came all this way only to be left at the door
I am alone in this crowded room
No one is here for me to set my eyes to
I'm not one for the late nights anymore
Came all this way only to be left at the door
I am alone in this crowded room
No one is here for me to set my eyes to

Can I just stay home
Can we just not go
Can I push it all away to hear your final line
Can I just stay home
Can we just not go
Can I push it all away for one last time

I'm not one for the late nights anymore
Came all this way only to be left at the door
I am alone in this crowded room
No one is here for me to set my eyes to
I'm not one for the late nights anymore
Came all this way only to be left at the door
I am alone in this crowded room
No one is here for me to set my eyes to