Goes Wrong (feat. Eskendo)

I am not here to waste time on the verse
But I gotta say at times I do feel cursed
Every single place I seem to go
I'm lost in the wind so hard to grow, just non-existent
Yeah, when are people gonna realize I'm exquisite?
So persistent
Trying to stay away from being distant
Quite ironic, yeah I know
Welcome to my life my name is Troy
And I'm just a boy
Trying to look for something I enjoy
To fill this empty void
But it's harder than I ever would've imagined
Even with a passion
My hopes and course of action's
Like an improper fraction
Everyday is more of the same
Trying' to work on not going insane
The fire inside my head, burned down my bridge to motivation
Working on that, no time for paid vacation
Just hang on right there, I'm almost done
Once this is finished, only then we'll see the sun
Why should I stay
I already know
(Oh) I have to go
Why should I stay
When it always goes wrong
Until today
I used to fight, it's hard to let go
Why should I stay
When it always goes wrong
Wake up every morning like I gotta be something great today
No time to play, dad goes to work everyday
Comes home he's got these bills to pay
Telling everybody it's all okay
I never imagined my life this way, so dark and grey
Trying to move on from this dismay, it's time to prey
Oh no
All my skies are dark and stormy
There's no real directions for me
Other than the fact I must paint out my story
Living out my own glory
Saying goodbye to people fading
No real choice in life, I hate it
My minds constantly debating
In my bed there is no sleeping, 4 AM I'm overthinking
Hoping one day I'll be happy
Living out a nightmare but I'm never sleeping
Pessimism puts a needle into me and says "now let that sink in"
Yeah, let that sink in
Why should I stay
I already know
(Oh) I have to go
Why should I stay
When it always goes wrong
Until today
I used to fight, it's hard to let go
Why should I stay
When it always goes wrong