More to Life

[Pre-Chorus]
Calculate indecision
Can’t cradle fear no more
Bear the shame of the incision
All lain cold across the floor

[Chorus]
More to life than sitting talking ‘bout some children
More to life than just facetiming from a distance
I don’t know if this gon’ be a happy ending, but there’s
More to life than losing sleep over decisions
More to life than sitting talking ‘bout some children
More to life than just facetiming from a distance
I don’t know if this gon’ be a happy ending, but there’s
More to life than losing sleep over decisions

[Verse 1]
Talking less to my girl lately, I really feel the distance
And I feel the difference in the way our relationship is shifting
I’ve been thinking ‘bout my vision, what life could be, what it isn’t
What life should be in my opinion is way more fun and less commitment
Ain’t felt like myself in a minute
Don’t know if I ever have
Don’t know what I’m doing here
Eighteen years and I’m still bad at this life shit
Early midlife crisis
I want the kids and the wife shit, but I’m too young so I gotta make sacrifices
Dear Lord, I’ve been facing new fears, Lord
What if next New Years Lord that ball drops, I kiss my girl
And ain’t nothing change but the year Lord?
Think I might be stuck here, Lord
I don’t know how to feel, Lord
Feel like something’s gotta give
This life shit is too real, Lord
Too afraid I might second guess my decision
Uncertainty and doubt always clouding my vision
Wonder have I changed?
Tell me, do I seem different?
Afraid I won’t be the man when this is all finished

[Pre-Chorus]
Calculate indecision
Can’t cradle fear no more
Bear the shame of the incision
All lain cold across the floor

[Chorus]
More to life than sitting talking ‘bout some children
More to life than just facetiming from a distance
I don’t know if this gon’ be a happy ending, but there’s
More to life than losing sleep over decisions
More to life than sitting talking ‘bout some children
More to life than just facetiming from a distance
I don’t know if this gon’ be a happy ending, but there’s
More to life than losing sleep over decisions

[Verse 2]
‘Scuse me for not saying much
Scratch that, you never listen
You can’t stand when I open up
Say I only see shit missing
‘Scuse me for my way of thinking
I was thinking there’s more to life than just wanting more
Guess I’m trippin’
Nah, mister, fuck this distance
And you for putting me here in this tough position
Really care for your welfare and about now I feel like the villain
High-key I’m like real scared thinking ‘bout living life without you in it
Keep sending me beats, tweeting your tweets so I know how you’re living
Got this feeling…
Swear to God there’s more to life
Swear commitment is overhyped
Jesus Christ I’m only nineteen feeling like forty-five
Telling me that you’re mortified
I think you’ll prolly be more than fine
I don’t wanna let the devil steer
I think I’m done being scared of life
I’ll be your wife if this falls through but this feels right
Keep left, Imma veer right
If I leave a wound, hope it heals right
Fear might get the best of me but I know I’m finna be alright
No dark night gonna faze me ‘cause I got faith that there’s more to life in this bitch

[Pre-Chorus]
Calculate indecision
Can’t cradle fear no more
Bear the shame of the incision
All lain cold across the floor

[Chorus]
More to life than sitting talking ‘bout some children
More to life than just facetiming from a distance
I don’t know if this gon’ be a happy ending, but there’s
More to life than losing sleep over decisions
More to life than sitting talking ‘bout some children
More to life than just facetiming from a distance
I don’t know if this gon’ be a happy ending, but there’s
More to life than losing sleep over decisions