At Least I Look Good Tonight

I'm out drinking on the balcony
Trying to escape the agony
And you say I must be freezing and I shouldn't even smoke
I thought I was quite forgiving but this is kind of a joke
People shouting happy new year
I missed the countdown, did they sing
Now I'm stuck up here with you, feel my world crumbling down
But the mountains haven't moved, I wish I'd learned to drive
Well at least I look good tonight
Yeah, I made a fuss but I just
Might be alright
At least I look good tonight
I'm following strangers in the dark
You pay for a drink that I don't want
I don't mean to start a fight but all I see is red
Tell me, did I cross your mind when you laid her in your bed
Now everybody knows what you did to me
And your friend says I should leave you and go home with him
Maybe he'll appreciate me more than you do
Who am I trying to fool? All I want is you
At least I look good tonight
Yeah, I made a fuss but I just
Might be alright
My makeup didn't run
I'll pretend I'm fine
Dry my sorry eyes
So you can tear me apart
At least I look good tonight
When my mother picks me up
And I say we broke up
But that wasn't enough
Now I also have a cough
Guess I'll use the lonely days
To get over our mistakes
And though I feel betrayed
I'll remember to say
At least I look good tonight
Yeah, I made a fuss but I just
Might be alright
My makeup didn't run
I'll pretend I'm fine
Dry my sorry eyes
So you can tear me apart
Go on and tear me apart
At least I look good tonight