only one to blame

I felt like shit
Since I've made my choice that day in August
Always regretted what I've done
Couldn't move past it
'Cause I always thought
Now things would be different
If I told you, I liked you a lot
I've been dumb for blaming myself
You're the only one to blame
No, there's nobody else
I'm so mad
'Cause you were everything I wanted to have
Everything I wanted to have
Now I'm so mad
'Cause you ruined that special connection we had
You ruined even that
I fell in love with a person that doesn't exist
Created him in my head, that's the guy I missed
You turned out nothing like you said you were
Lied to me, and you, lied to her
I've been dumb for blaming myself
You're the only one to blame
No, there's nobody else
I'm so mad
'Cause you were everything I wanted to have
Everything I wanted to have
Now I'm so mad
'Cause you ruined that special connection we had
You ruined even that
She sent me your conversations
And boy it didn't even make me sad
It made me realize it was never you
Just the expectations that
Got me thinking i was into you
I'm so mad
'Cause you were everything I wanted to have
Everything I wanted to have
Now I'm so mad
'Cause you ruined that special connection we had
You ruined even that
I fell in love with a person that doesn't exist
Created him in my head, that's the guy I missed
You turned out nothing like you said you were
Lied to me, and you, lied to her