reminiscing

Reminiscing the way you held my waist
Your lips and the way they would taste
Reminiscing the scent of weed on the stairs
Those who saw, all of your affairs
Wish I knew dumb was a synonym of being 16
All the tears, all the things I said, they were so mean
I swear, they were so mean

That look you used to give me from the shower
When you pronounced my name it was so sour
If it meant having you, I would devour
All the shit you put me through in just an hour

Reminiscing the way I found about her
The way my heart dropped to the floor
Reminiscing the way you did me wrong
Bet you still have her sweaty thong

After all the bullshit I've seen
You're the only person with which I can quit on
Being mean
I hate it but I still shiver
when I hear your stupid name

That look you used to give me from the shower
When you pronounced my name it was so sour
If it meant having you, I would devour
All the shit you put me through in just an hour

Truth is we'll never find out
If it was timing or the actual thing
Could not work out
I'll find reassurance in those words you never said
Anyway I know you think of me at night
In your fuckin' bed