Current State of Mind

i hate i’ve been talking bout it
time on my side
feel like i’m losing the bout
and my surroundings
aint on the same cloud
cause i’m on 10
when i move out
gotta pay a year worth of rent
something God sent
consistent repent
head with no helmet
still make a dent
into my subconscious
time wasted
tryna fill in the pockets
big bucks
tryna ball like Giannis
hoping times get fair
had to park my amusement
when i peeped shorty aint like the music
can i still love her
if she don’t love this part of me?
still feel like a young prodigy
stuck in the wrong time
and i hate talking bout it
all my life been tryna turn a profit
but turned to prophets
in abundance
still tryna work with Knowledge
on my IB
sipping poison ivy
outta my league
choose a different college
ride the process
one day you’ll finally
come up out it
with time on your side
your winning bout
and still the surroundings
aint on the same cloud
cause you’re on 10