note to self.

Pray to God
Hoping that I aint finished
Making money spit rhymes
It aint my only mission
Homesick
Got a bad feeling
A premonition
Dreams been feeling to real
Its like a fucking vision
Yeah
Express my fury in this avenue
Hard times
Niggas knowing I gotta break through
Yeah
Hard times I gotta see it through
Lately niggas been stressing bout they momma too
Yeah
I lost my auntie too
Seen my cousins breakdown
Thinking what would i do
Yeah
Remember when I wrote
That time would tell
That was my letter
To my momma
Saying farewell
Yeah
And i cant let it dwell
If I got some shit on my chest I push the barbell
A constant cycle in my head its like a carousel
And if I live my life in fear then I aint living well
A couple months ago
I was always feeling weak
Music that was made didnt matter
If It wasnt deep
How im gone better if im not trynna be critiqued?
Newer to the pen so im harping on the technique
Yeah, man i couldnt sleep
Pulled hamstrings
I couldnt run a track meet
I was on the sideline feeling like a black sheep
Yeah
Nigga feeling like a black sheep
Pray to God
Hoping that I aint finished
Making money spit rhymes
It aint my only mission
Homesick
Got a bad feeling
A premonition
Dreams been feeling to real
Its like a fucking vision
Yeah
Express my fury in this avenue
Hard times
Niggas knowing I gotta break through
Yeah
Hard times I gotta see it through
Yeah
Pray to God
Hoping that I aint finished
Making money spit rhymes
It aint my only mission
Homesick
Got a bad feeling
A premonition
Dreams been feeling to real
Its like a fucking vision
Yeah
Express my fury in this avenue
Hard times
Niggas knowing I gotta break through
Yeah
Hard times I gotta see it through