Aftertaste

A nice way to say
Goodbye I guess
It's without cause now
We are broken
All that's left
A bitter aftertaste
Of this feelings
Falling under
And I understand
That fear is what bound us
Not freedom
The goal
To live or die, girl
Is within us
Not without us
So I give up
I am losing control
And I want to
Get away
I won't come back
To play the same old track
I just want to
Fly up high
A place of refuge
A wreckage
A carriage
Wondering aimless
The sound my thoughts make
Breaking glass
Falling apart
Breaking down
A sleepless night again
It's time to get down
To business
A thunder
Popping in my chest
A little nothing
For her
You are outside
Your absence from
My life
Is not enough to
Keep on fighting
So for me there's
Nothing like a win
Just moving forwards
Like always
So I give up
I am losing control
And I want to
Get away
I won't come back
To play the same old track
I just want to
Fly up high
To the truth
I am faithful
I'll try to carry on
And break free
From this state
Of delusion
A burden I
No longer accept