gray light
Looking at you
Watching the shriveled flower you bloomed
I feel it too
Inside the gray light of my room
Am I just like you
Am I gonna be there way too soon
'Cause I see the noose
Follows me closely whatever I do
But I can't lose it
The feeling I'm going down
I can't lose it
I'm watching my mother drown
Something feels loose
I'm falling to pieces
From one little screw
I can't hear the mood
I begged you to change me
You ripped me in two
These pieces of you
They cover my body
It's so hard to chew
I see the noose
Stuck to my fingers
I've pulled at the glue
I can't lose it
The feeling I'm going down
I can't lose it
I'm watching my mother drown